Moon Flowers
“That
was a nice service, Justine.”
“Yes, ma’am.”
“One thing about your Gran, she never killed anybody that didn’t need killin’.”
Aunt V was a little hard of hearing, so she talked loud. But everyone at the grave site knew Aunt V, and Gran always said for us to pay her no mind.
Aunt
V never did really like Gran. Anytime anything unfortunate happened to someone,
Aunt V told everyone who’d listen that Gran used Voodoo on them.
I
think Aunt V never did accept that Papaw married a Louisiana Catholic. Though why
she would hold that against my Gran I don’t know. We all live in the Delta less
than fifty miles north of the Arkansas-Louisiana Line. Which isn’t much
different than being in Louisiana. And we’re Episcopalians which just isn’t
that much different either when you come down to it. My cousin Mary Elizabeth
says we’re Catholic Light, but not when her momma’s in hearing distance.
“Justine,
you just think about it. When your dear momma died of the appendicitis after
that fool emergency room doctor sent her home, sayin’ there was nothing wrong.
Maybe a little gas.” She nodded her head and jabbed her cane at the sidewalk to
emphasize what she was saying.
I’d
heard this story so many times before, it didn’t hurt anymore.
“That
no-count Toliver boy up at the hospital in Dumas. He was one of those Tolivers from
over in Greenville. Went up north somewhere.” She waited until Mary Elizabeth
caught up with us. “I think it was Tennessee.”
“What
was Momma?”
“Where
that Toliver boy got his doctor’s degree.”
Mary
Elizabeth sighed. “Yes, Momma. It was Tennessee. Vanderbilt.”
“That’s
right. That’s right.” Aunt V smiled and walked on.
Gran was a nurse, so she’d explained to me
that when my momma died, the hospital was small and they didn’t have equipment
like they do at big hospitals. She said momma’s white blood cell count was
within normal limits and she didn’t have a fever and her pain was generalized,
so anyone could have missed it even if they hadn’t been drinking. And that we
shouldn’t hold it against Doc Toliver. We should leave him to God.
Doc
Toliver died that weekend after Momma did. He slipped and hit his head in the
bathtub.
We
all got in the limousine to go back to Gran’s house.
“Doesn’t
the cemetery look nice?” Aunt V asked as we drove out through the west gate.
“Yes,
ma’am. It does.” It was probably the prettiest cemetery in the Ark-La-Miss.
Aunt
V gazed out across the green grass, all decorated with flowers and mementos and
headstones. Some more ornate than others, but all proud and clean and
beautiful. “Why, I’ve been to cemeteries out in Texas. Even went to one up in
Kansas. Lord that is forsaken country. Broad, open land. Hardly a tree in
sight. And brown. That country would make you weep for want of something green.”
I
had no idea where this was going. I don’t think she’d ever talked about Kansas
before.
“They
don’t decorate their graves except on decoration day.” She clucked her tongue
at the sorrowful disrespect of it all.
There
wasn’t anything for us to say to that.
“And
that Toliver boy, he wasn’t the first Miss Adelia used Voodoo on. There was
that school teacher, ‘cause he messed with your little friend Donnette.”
“Momma!”
Mary Elizabeth didn’t want to hear anymore. “Mr. Van Zandt died of a heart
attack. He was old.”
“Not
that old.” Aunt V said, her mouth pursed so tight her lips almost disappeared
in a tiny little O. “There were prob’ly others. Little boys, too,” she said.
They
drove us up to the front porch at Gran’s. The driveway had a large patch of
Moon Flowers on either side. Gran said it was called Jimson Weed. She told us
that the old folks where she came from used to grind it into a powder then mix
it with sulfur and honey and pour
it in a glass. Then you rub it against a black cat and drink it slowly. And it’ll
cure all your ills. But she said for us to leave it alone because it was
poison.
The
house was two stories with high ceilings and a wrap-around covered porch. Mary
Elizabeth and I and Donnette, too. We’d play jacks on the east porch by the
hour, getting all the way to Around the World sometimes. And Gran would bring out
lemonade and home-made sponge cake with fresh strawberries or sliced peaches.
The
ladies from Gran’s church brought in food for everyone coming by the house.
Aunt
V took a pecan tassie, holding it delicately between her thumb and middle
finger she said, “And my first husband, Richard. He was downright mean. People
always say that so-and-so was as nice as could be until he’d had a few. But
Richard, he was lots nicer with a snoot full. Trouble was I just couldn’t get
him to drink enough.” She giggled at her own wit.
“Justine’s
Gran told me I had to get rid of him ‘cause, he was going to hit me one too
many times and ….” She nodded at me. “And Justine’s Papaw was gonna kill him
and then he’d end up in prison or executed.”
She
dabbed her lips with a napkin, leaving an orange smear on the white damask
cloth. “He died a bloody death all right, Richard did. Hog huntin’ and a big
old boar hog got him in the groin. Bled out before they could get him outta the
woods.”
“I’m
sorry. I’ve got a splitting headache,” I said and excused myself from the room.
Upstairs
in Gran’s room, it was quiet. It didn’t feel empty. Not like Gran was gone and
would never come back again. The bed was made and the windows were open. Filmy sheers
waved in front of the big south windows. Gran had a little altar set up in the
corner next to her writing table. Someone had kindly lit the candles at Our
Lady’s feet. Between the candles was a leather pouch.
Nothing
was different, except that Gran was gone now. She’d never let me touch the
pouch. She said it was very old and it held all her sorrows. Inside I found a
dried Moon Flower and two small vials, one with amber liquid and the other with
yellow powder. And there was a rolled parchment tied with a black ribbon.
There
were names on the parchment – Richard Clement, Dean Van Zandt, Carl Toliver.
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