Tuesday, November 1, 2022
I Voted Today
Monday, October 31, 2022
Demon Copperhead -- a book review
I was a caseworker for the Oklahoma welfare department back in the late 1970s and early 80s. Logan County where I lived and worked was not the poorest county and our town Guthrie was not the poorest town in our State, but economic opportunities were very limited. What were the possibilities? Guthrie's population at that time was 10,300 plus or minus. It is 30 plus or minus miles from Oklahoma City and there was (and is, as far as I know) no public transportation available for those who would work in The City. There were jobs for people without a high school education, but not many and not well-paying. The two largest manufacturing businesses in our town were the furniture factory and the casket factory. The major grocery stores and Walmart at least offered medical insurance for full-time employees. Small business owners did as well as they could, but even their medical insurances came with high deductibles and copays and, for the most part, pay for their employees was low and medical insurance was the employees' own look-out. The people I worked with were people who had fallen on hard times and had basically no place to go and no way to get there if they did. But, for the most part they were not bad people.
The most important thing that I learned working in that job was that it is NOT true that people are whatever degree down-and-out they are because they're lazy or they make "poor choices." Or they're just "worthless and so was their whole family." I repeat, this is not true.
Kingsolver "gets it." She paints an unflinchingly stark and, at the same time, beautiful portrait of the countryside and poor people in Lee County, Virginia.
Kingsolver tells this story in first person from the title character Demon's point of view.
The world Demon was born into was definitely not any kind of his "choice." His single, teenage mother was raised in Virginia's foster system. She had no "people." Demon explains his parentage and name "One of Mom's bad choices, which she learned to call them in rehab, and trust me there were many, was a guy called Copperhead. Supposedly he had the dark skin and light green eyes of a Melungeon, and red hair that made you look twice."
Whoa, rehab? So we've learned Demon's mom was a druggie. And Melungeon? A new word for me -- Wikipedia: "an ethnicity from the Southeastern United States who descend from Europeans, Native American, and sub-Saharan Africans brought to America as indentured servants and later as slaves. Historically, the Melungeons were associated with settlements in the Cumberland Gap area of central Appalachia, which includes portions of East Tennessee, Southwest Virginia, and eastern Kentucky."
So didn't Demon have enough trouble without being considered "non-White?" in this county of about 20,000 people, 94% of whom are white.
Even the sunshine was limited in his world.
“Living in a holler, the sun gets around to you late in the day, and leaves you early. In my
years since, I’ve been amazed to see how much more daylight gets flung around in the
flatter places. This and more still yet to be learned by an excited kid watching his
pretty mom chain-smoke and listen to the birds sing.”
Demon was unceremoniously born to that "pretty mom" alone in a rented trailer house. He loved her and took care of her the best that a child could for as long as he could.
Their home was owned by Mr. and Mrs. Peggot. Mrs. Peg found the newborn Demon still inside his amniotic sac and attached to his unconscious mother. Mrs. Peg called the ambulance. The Peggots were the closest thing to responsible, caring adults in Demon's childhood. They owned the trailer house and lived next door with their grandson, Demon's best friend, "Maggot" (an unfortunate, but easily remembered corruption of his name Matthew Peggot.) Maggot's mother, one of the Peggot's daughters, was in prison for killing her abusive boyfriend (manslaughter.)
Again, which of these were "choices" of any kind for these children? Or the grown-ups either?
The Peggots were good people. They treated Demon and his Mom like family. But what about their "choices?"
"Mr. Peg knew about [when "Once upon a time, a nice piece of land and good prospects
and a boy that loved his farming] back whenever he was a boy, his family did well with the
corn and tobacco before they had to sell off their land a piece at a time for people to build
houses on. Same with Mrs. Peggot, she started out as a little girl on a farm before their daddy
sold his land for a certain number of hogs, one for each child. After that, their farm was a
coal mine where her brothers worked and Mr. Peg also. Mining is how he got his crushed foot.”
Demon explains why these hard-working, God-fearing, family-loving people stayed. Even as tobacco and coal were on their way out? Their livelihoods were being discontinued.
"Why does a man keep trying? A farmer has his land and nothing else. He's more than
married to it, he's on life support. If he puts his acreage in corn or soy, he might net
seven hundred dollars an acre. Which is fine and good for the hundred-acre guys.
Star Wars farmers.
"But what if he's us, with only three that can be plowed? In the little piece of hell that
God made special for growing burley tobacco, farmers always got seven thousand
an acre. A three acre field is no fortune, but it kept him alive. No other crop known to man
that's legal will give him that kind of return....The rules are made by soil and rain and slope.
Leaving your family's land would be like moving out of your own body."
Farming and mining were exiting stage-left leaving a very big niche to be filled by
"a shiny new thing. Oxy Contin, God’s gift for the laid off deep-hole man with his back
and neck bones grinding like bags of gravel. For the bent-over lady pulling double shifts
at Dollar General with her shot knees and ADHD grandkids to raise by herself. For every
football player with some of this or that torn up, and the whole world riding on his getting
back in the game. This was our deliverance. The tree was shaken and yes we did eat of the
apple.” -- Demon Copperhead
You know, it just seems like some people are doomed from their beginning. They survive one awful situation just to be thrown into the next awful situation. And Demon Copperhead is one among many of those people, but just like "some people," he persists and, like so many around him he tries. He loves. He's loyal to the people close to him.
With a really good story that is really well-written there will come a time that I can't ignore the sorrow and I weep. If it were a movie or a TV show, the story would get past the tears, but a book comes to a halt right there because you can't see to continue. I won't tell you the situation or the character who authors these words to Demon. This is where the book reaches that point. "Never be mean in anything. Never be false. Never be cruel. I can always be hopeful of you." Words to live up to and to fall back on.
There are times Demon wants to give up, but he doesn't. He endures.
Me? I almost did give up and skip to the end to see how Demon Copperhead and his story come out. An unthinkable act on my part. My firm rule to finish any book I start, was left by the side of the aging- road some time ago, but I have yet to give up on a good book and jump to the end.
Me and Demon Copperhead. I'm glad I didn't give up either.
From the blurb inside the front flap of the book cover: "...Charles Dickens wrote David Copperfield from his experience as a survivor of institutional poverty and its damages to children in his society."
So now I guess I'm gonna have to read Dickens' David Copperfield.
Saturday, September 24, 2022
I Wear a Mask
I just had an odd experience -- perhaps not "odd" for people elsewhere, but I'd not experienced it before. I was coming out of the grocery store and was walking across the parking lot when a man driving a nice, big, red pickup slowed down and called to me "You know you look ridiculous...) I thought he was referring to the bright pink color in my hair and I was in the midst of waving to him when he finished his statement) "wearing a mask." And suddenly it went from a friendly situation to an unfriendly one. I even felt threatened. With that he drove out of the parking lot.
When I got home, I told my husband about it and he asked if I had shouted back that he was a rude, asshole. I said, "No, but I did look to see if he had balls hanging from the back of his pickup. He didn't."
I just got my third Covid booster and my annual flu shot. I no longer wear my mask during yoga class, but I do wear it at the grocery store, doctor's office (required) and any public indoor venue where there may be a crowd or little children.
I have not, so far, gotten Covid. I do not want to get Covid, or, for that matter, the flu. I do not want to contribute to the spread of either of those viruses and by so doing, increasing the opportunity for viral mutation.
I do not wear a mask to rebuke any who do not wear a mask. It is no more a public statement than the fact that I wear my seatbelt in the car or take my morning meds.
Our county is rated "Low" in its rate of transmission, which is good, but the data shows 74 people in our county were diagnosed with an active Covid case yesterday. And one person died from Covid yesterday in our county. Yesterday!
I do not want to have any part in data like these, so I will take what precautions I feel necessary for me, including wearing a mask. And I will not feel "ridiculous."
Monday, August 22, 2022
Books or eReaders
I don't remember when I first saw the very funny British comedy Jeeves and Wooster, I was certainly
an adult, probably over 50 when it aired in the U.S., probably on PBS, which has little to do with the topic of this blog post -- the contentious question Books or eReaders?
I do remember learning to read, though not exactly when. According to my mother, I was three. I do very clearly remember actually learning. I would sit under the ironing board while my mother ironed and read to her. When I came to a word I didn't know, I'd spell it and she'd tell me what it was. By the time I was in the second grade, we were reading as a family. My mother, younger brother, and I would take turns reading aloud. Daddy enjoyed listening. There was no Amazon then and our town didn't have a public library so we read Momma's books from when she was a child.
Books or eBooks is a question that seems almost limited to my generation these days. To be honest, I really don't understand the fanatic loyalty to hard copy books that some of my peers seem to cherish.
At our age, vision is very often not as good as it used to be. You can adjust the light available on your eReader. You can adjust the font size. You can even have your eReader read to you. And eReader attributes that I appreciate are not needing to keep up with a bookmark or page number if you lose your bookmark. Not to mention, that if the book you're reading is lengthy and you like to read in bed, you don't have to worry about breaking your face if you fall asleep and drop the book.
Another thing about eReaders that I especially like is the ease with which you can acquire another book. I don't know about you, but I experience low-level panic if I finish a book and haven't another at hand to start. This can quickly lead to financial ruin if you automatically turn to an online book vender in the middle of the night. A definite eReader negative.
But, spend a few pleasant moments with a librarian at your local public library and you'll learn how to download a digital book from the library for free. You don't even have to worry about late fees, because the digital book automatically reverts to the library on exactly the right date. Or, as icing on the cake, you can go online and renew the loan if you need more time to finish the book. You have the same 24/7 access to books as with an online vender, but the money you need to pay your electric bill is safe.
When I first went digital, I said I'd never buy another hard copy book. Well, let me just say, I still can't take my credit card into an area where books are being sold or I'll get into financial trouble. I still bring hardcopy books home from the library. I cherish books people give me as gifts. I love the "Little Free Libraries" scattered around my town. And I even rescue and mend books I find lying on park benches.
Sunday, August 21, 2022
Freedom of Choice
The current Supreme Court overturned the 1973 Roe v. Wade decision. They said they were returning decisions relating to abortion to the States. Many of us think the current Supreme Court's decision to turn our decisions regarding our own reproductive health over to the various and sundry States was a wrong decision. It's already limiting our Freedom of Choice and endangering not just our reproductive lives but our actual living-and-breathing-free lives.
Monday, August 15, 2022
Where the Crawdads Sing
"Marsh is not swamp. Marsh is a space of light, where grass grows in water, and water flows
Thursday, June 30, 2022
Negroland, a memoir -- a book review
Margo Jefferson, do you know who she is?
She was awarded the Pulitzer Prize for Criticism in 1995 for her book reviews and cultural analyses in The New York Times. She received the National Book Critics Circle Award (Autobiography) in 2016 for Negroland a memoir which was also short-listed that year for the Baillie Gifford Prize for Non-Fiction, an annual British prize for the best non-fiction in the English language. And this year, 2022, She was awarded the Windham-Campbell Literature Prize for non-fiction. (After reading the book, I googled her, a little research before writing the review. And all I've got to say about these honors is that I am impressed with the organizations. They had the great good sense to recognize and reward her work.)
How did I find out about this book? Since I seldom read reviews before I read the book or watch the movie or listen to the music. My daughter recommended it. While attending a writing program at Skidmore several years ago, my daughter heard Ms. Jefferson read a passage and thought I'd enjoy it. It didn't hurt a bit that one of the blurbs on the dust jacket is from Isabel Wilkerson, an historian whose work I very much admire. My daughter was right.
Okay, so you've read Michelle Obama's memoir Becoming -- if you haven't, do yourself a favor and read it. You can get it free from your local public library. And read my January 14, 2019 blog post reviewing it. (It's available in my blog's archives. Also free.)
They grew up in the same city, Chicago -- our Michelle and Margo -- but a generation apart. Both are African American. Both are intelligent, well-educated women. And both have achieved great success. Dispite this common ground, I think you'll find Margo Jefferson and Michelle Obama to be as different as a Live Oak and a Coastal Redwood, both beautiful and hardy enough to not only survive but thrive in this hostile world. .
Michelle Obama grew up in a working class neighborhood amid a close, extended family. She attended neighborhood schools and was encouraged to get the best education possible.
Margo Jefferson grew up in a wealthy, highly educated family, her father a doctor and her mother a social worker. They lived in an upper class, becoming integrated, neighborhood. They had famous people from the sciences to the arts as guests in their home. Her parents had a cabin cruiser docked on Lake Michigan. She describes themselves as "The Third Race ... poised between the masses of Negros and all classes of Caucasians. Its members had education, ambition, sophistication, and standardized verbal dexterity." They were the Negro Elite.
Growing up white in Oklahoma at the same time Ms. Jefferson was growing up in Chicago, I knew nothing of The Negro Elite.
Obama's growing-up world was very like my own and that of my family and friends. I was the daughter of an electrician. My friends included the daughter of Cuban refugees (they had been wealthy and influential before Castro took over), the daughter of an art teacher at the local college (he may have been a professor, that was before I was familiar with academic ranks), the daughter of a highway construction crew boss, and the daughter of the local veterinarian (actually, he got his DVM at the University of Pennsylvania. Who knew that was, and is, an Ivy League school?) The son of a former Governor/US Senator was in my typing class, but I doubt he knew my name. To be honest, I knew nothing of The White Elite.
The one thing Margo Jefferson and I had in common was learning about the world through literature. All kinds of literature -- fiction, nonfiction, poetry, journalism and all their various permutations. During her sophomore year in highschool, she was introduced to the essay, "challenging essays -- by E. M. Forster, George Orwell, and James Baldwin."
Jefferson describes the first time she read Baldwin. She quotes from Notes of a Native Son, "Many Thousands Gone."
The story of the Negro in America is the story of America--or, more precisely it is the story
of Americans. It is not a very pretty story: the story of a people is never very pretty. [The
Negro in America] is a series of shadows, self-created, intertwining, which now we
helplessly battle."
At that young age, she began her life of critical analyses of the Word. "Who is this 'We'?" she asks. And answers, "It's you, white readers. But what of We, his smaller band of Negro readers? ...the Negro that so many Negroes like me dread having plural relations with."
Back to Baldwin, she quotes him "One may say that the Negro in America does not really exist except in the darkness of our minds."
Then she says "'One': a pronoun even more adroitly insidious than 'we.' An 'I' made ubiquitous. Baldwin has coupled and merged us in syntactical miscegenation."
She, that highschool sophomore, continues,
"Close the book. (Breathe deeply.) James Baldwin is proclaiming right of entry with
every possessive pronoun, integrating America by means of grammar and syntax. No
demonstrators hosed into the air and crashing onto pavements, no tear-gassed bodies
coughing and twisting, no children our age dressed in exhaustively clean, pressed clothes
to walk shielded by armed guards into schools built to deny them."
You know how some times you are moved by the perfect, most beautifully honest music or painting or movie or a play that gets life so right you see the world differently. I think that's what the best art forms done well do. The artform that has the strongest effect on me is the written word in my language, English. As I read, the words are experienced inside of me, not on a stage or screen across the room. Strong words, direct words put together in ways I'd never thought about, explode in my head, sunbursts glinting off shards of old understandings scattering into the darkness of the past.
In Negroland a memoir, Margo Jefferson did that for me. Over and over in its pages. It is the best memoir I've ever read.
































